The NothingnessI can physically feel the nothing settle in my skin and seep through my pores into my bloodstream and rush into my veins as it sweeps through my entire body. I clench my teeth preparing for my bones to slowly soak it to the marrow. As it takes course in my blood, it washes over my brain controlling my thoughts. My soul is stationary as is my body but it still feels, still edging me to move and feel something within myself. Pushing me to feel something other than apathy.
80 keysCircles blur my vision and heat radiates from my fingers as I push the buttons that make me feel at home. I look up slightly at the decorated paper displayed perfectly at eye level but I already know what it says.
Not words. Barely even letters.
A through G is what I read. 80 keys are what I need. Inhale through my nose, steady. Music is what I breathe.
Free Plushie Patterns Online
Here's a collection of links to sites outside of DeviantArt where you can find free plushie patterns. There are well over two hundred choices, so you're sure to find something you like.
However, if you can't find exactly what you're looking for, try adapting one of the patterns. For example, a tiger can easily be turned into a lion, an elephant into a woolly mammoth, an elf into a goblin, or combine the upper half of a mermaid with the lower half of a pony to get a centaur.
Note: some pages may need to be translated or require sign-up to view free patterns.
Check out Pattern-Depot for stuffed toy and costume patterns here on DeviantArt.
Night Garden Studios Jointed and Rag Bears
Baby Bows Bear